First meeting with therapist # 5 in a week or so. I'm tired of wasting time, energy, and money *not* getting help. I moved my website off of Heroku. I am ditching npm, vue, and expressJS in favor of nginx and php. The search feature has not yet been restored, but you can watch my videos without ads or bullshit. https://snoopsqueak.com I am trying to stop drinking. It feels like crawling through a dark tunnel. I don't know how long it is or which way it bends, but I have to keep crawling.